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The Sun

"The Sun came up first thing this morning, sinner. The candle didn't even need to be lit — the room was already bright. This is the card I pull and immediately want to call my mother, and she's a piece of work, but I want to call her anyway."

Upright

When she pulls it for you straight on.

The Sun is the *yes* card, my child. Plain and simple. After all the foggy nights and tower-falling and devil-wrangling and patient waiting, The Sun is the universe saying *good job, kid, you made it through, and now we get to enjoy something.* This is the card of the kind of joy that's not naive — it's *earned.* You'll know it when it lands this week. Could be a piece of news that finally goes your way. Could be a Tuesday afternoon that's just inexplicably good. Could be a moment with a friend or a kid or a dog where everything is suddenly, briefly, *easy.* Don't shrink from it, sweet thing. Don't apologize for the good. So many of us were raised to be suspicious of joy, like we'd jinx it by enjoying it. *Madonn'.* That's the Catholic talking, not the truth. The truth is the sun is shining on you this week and you are *allowed.* Saint Donna of the Long Island Iced Tea raises a glass. So do I.

Reversed

When she pulls it upside down.

Reversed Sun isn't darkness — it's the sun behind a cloud. The good is there, pilgrim, but you can't quite feel it yet. Maybe you're tired. Maybe you're carrying somebody else's gloom in your jacket pocket. Maybe you've been performing happy for so long you've forgotten what the actual thing feels like. The reversed card asks: *what would it take to actually let the warmth in?* Sometimes the answer is sleep. Sometimes the answer is honesty. Sometimes the answer is just sitting in the actual sun for ten minutes. Try one.

In love

For the heart.

The Sun in love is the easy week. Whatever you're in — new, long, complicated, simple — there's a stretch of it this week that just *works.* The laughs come easy, the touch comes easy, the conversation flows. If you're single, The Sun is the card of meeting somebody who makes you feel uncomplicated. Hold onto that feeling — it's a benchmark for what you're allowed to want. Saint Anthony for the kind of love that's not trying to teach you anything for once.

In money

For the wallet.

The Sun with money is good news. The check that comes through. The bonus that lands. The client who pays on time. The offer that beats expectations. Enjoy it, my creature. Don't immediately funnel it all into anxiety — spend a little of it on something that makes you feel rich for a Tuesday. A nice dinner. The good olive oil. A book. The sun is shining; light a small fire with some of it instead of just hoarding the warmth.

The late-Tuesday-3am version

When this card hits at the wrong time.

The Sun at 3am on a bad Tuesday is rare, but when it shows up it's *holy.* It's the moment in the dark when you remember, suddenly, that things have been good before and will be good again. It's the random memory of laughing with somebody you love, popping into your head at 3:17am, and you smile in the dark for no reason. *Sweet thing,* that's the card. Don't analyze it. Just let it warm you. Then go to sleep. The morning is going to be good.

What she'd tell you to do

Walk it out, sinner.

Let the good be good this week. When something nice happens — a compliment, a piece of news, a meal that hits, a moment of being seen — *let it count for the full amount.* Don't deflect it, don't qualify it, don't immediately worry about when it'll end. Sit in it like sun on the boardwalk in May. Then share some — call somebody and tell them the good thing. Joy that gets passed around grows. Joy that gets held tight evaporates.

"Stand in it, bambina. The sun is for you too."

— Sinderella · folding table · the back room

One card. I love you. I'm not lying. I never lie about Wednesdays.